Life is a journey.
I thought I was on the right track with my life; coaching, teaching, and showing you how to connect with your own self relationship through hypnotherapy, tapping, awareness, mindfulness and meditation. I believed I was doing a great job. I have received great feedback from my clients on how much their lives have changed for the better. I am so grateful for the journey we have been on together to untangle the limiting beliefs and old outdated programs that prevented them from having a healthy relationship within themselves and those around them.
However, I have hit a tsunami of a realisation that the life I have been living is in complete conflict with my faith.
I was born and baptised a Catholic and raised in the Catholic Church. Over the years I have stepped away from Christianity and over to Spirituality. Even though I never intended to go against Jesus, I have recently realised that New Age Spirituality is not of God. It is not in alignment to living with Jesus in our lives no matter how much we wish it to be.
I was under a spell of “as long as I am coming from the right place in my heart, then I am okay”. I believed that if I still connected to God and believed I was religious then I was doing the right thing. As long as I did not hurt anyone, I had nothing to worry about.
As my Spirituality grew, my faith waned. I wanted the benefits of my faith without the sacrifice of living in faith. I literally wanted to be able to have my cake and eat it too! I was under the illusion that I could have it all - one of the lies of spirituality.
I worshiped idol deities through tarot cards, medicated on my chakra’s, called on the universe or source of a higher being than me or my higher self. But never on God or Jesus or Mary.
I believed in the law of attraction to fix everything and going within myself to be the answer to my problems, rather than asking God to help me to understand and heal.
I believed that the universe, myself, or some other power was healing my life and those with who I worked with. What I have since discovered is that it is demonic spirits that I was calling upon from the occult. I did not realise that this is completely against my faith as a Catholic.
What is the difference between New Age and Christianity?
While Christianity speaks of a Holy Spirit as one of the persons of the triune God, New Age doesn't recognise the idea of a Spirit at all. In Christianity, they are God's creation and in New Age they represent realisation of occult activities.
I have been living a life of deception for the past 10 – 12 years and then sharing that deception with others, and trust me I am so sorry for what I have done.
Now that I have woken up to the deception, I cannot continue with how I have been living my life. I have no idea what my future looks like. However, I do know that it will include living within my faith as the forefront of everything I do. Asking Jesus for the way to the truth and living my life according to Jesus’s plan for me. Praying the Holy Rosary daily and returning to Church.
Moving forward I will only share and speak the truth from my world view of Catholicism to be in alignment with the truth of who I really am and lay down the deception of New Age and all it entails.
I understand that there will be many of you who will not align with my words and that is okay. I know that there will be many who do, and I look forward to connecting with those who seek to know more about their own inner faith and relationship with Jesus. Those who are also coming to the realisation that New Age and all it entails is false and causing more pain and suffering than healing!
Even though I am afraid of the backlash and how this is going to impact on my life and business, it is also exciting for me, and I believe I can only move forward from here.
I am sincerely grateful that the Lord has opened my eyes to the truth of how I have been living and bringing me back home to my faith. I look forward to walking this journey with you and hope that you too can find your way back home to your Lord Jesus Christ our savior. Amen
God Blessed, Deidre